sa haba ng panahon, ngaun lang ako nkpag blog ulet…
cguro nga i am still searching for something that is worth to brag about–yep, that’s how i understand blogging, a medium use to brag something about you. and if that’s how blog is really define, then i should stop what i am doing..
blogging can also be an avenue to express yourself. and that’s what i am doing right now… expressing myself and letting the whole world know how much i miss practicing my first love–writing.
i chose to jump on a different career. for whatever the specific reason is, i don’t know. but i am telling you people, this world made me realize and understand myself better; this world made me think that i am nothing but a stupid, no-brainer, idiot lass. this world made me remember my favorite line in ‘desiderata’, and that is for always there will be lesser and greater person than me. i always think that i am good–actually, great. it’s stuck in my mind that everything that will block my way is just a piece of cake; it’s stuck in my head that i can conquer everything–or anything.
until i have realized, i maybe one the most well-known faces in school, i maybe one the most admired persons for some, but there still something that will make me feel that i am still incomplete.
it really feels degrading when people teaching me simple things that i have been doing for the past four years. making me think if this person knows who he is teaching. of course, i feel a bit aggrevated but i should understand. these people don’t care who the hell i was when i was in college. these people don’t care how much practices i have done in striving to be the best. and these people don’t care on how far have i gone. for them, i am just a simple, no-experience customer service representative.
honestly, it’s painful. but if i will continue to believe in myself, thinking that everyone must treat me the way i was treated before, i will not succeed. it really made me realize that the secret to success is, basically, knowing how to get along with other people–and of course, being true. and experiences is just an additional space in our CV, what matters are the lessons that we learned and the number of real friends we earned in that ‘braggable’ experience.
chill out guyz!!!
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