exhausted

words don't seem to come out of my brain and I cannot event think of anything to say...

all i know is that I am tired...

I need drink....

I need a friend...

I need a cigarette...

and I need to be with you again...

(Sigh)...

I am missing you badly...

(Cry).

Tango

Grey...

Unexplained scattered pieces of unconsciousness
starting to fill the blank spaces...
and suddenly killing the remaining enthusiasm...

Underestimated chances, never thought of it coming.
unprepared like a devastated home---
swallowed by winds and showered by rains.

Sigh.

Choices... Never had it clear.