when things get more confusing...

I never liked choices, it's just giving me so much pain and doubts. Neither having a lot of opportunities is not a good idea for me. That's why after receiving a text message from an employer requesting me to visit their office for a chance of being hired as a writer, place my life in the middle of the ocean---dark, cold, and doomed.

Honestly, I wanted to try my luck. At least by the end of the day, I won't have unanswered questions. At least I have tried.

(Sigh)
I wish things will be better, soon.

I just wanted to write...

I'm so excited and I just can't hide it!!!

I am way more than excited because tomorrow is one of the much-awaited day of my life. Nope, it is not my wedding nor my graduation, neither my first day as a new-hire ABS-CBN or GMA journalist, but tomorrow will be my first day in the day shift!!! Hurrah!!!

I can't think of any words to explain the excitement that I am feeling right now. (No, I don't feel any pressure right now). Though it is still in the call center industry and not with the media world, I am still happy that I was given a chance to work in the morning. Now I don't need to request for a "special" schedule adjustment on some friend get togethers. Now I don't need to sacrifice for not sleeping because I need to attend a friend's party. And, most especially, now I don't need to obliged myself to ignore the noise in the morning so I can sleep.

Aside from the change in dress code from "kahit ano attire" to smart casual, one of the biggest challenge that I have to face now that I am in the dayshift is the morning traffic, the load of people in the streets, and the travel time. However, that is okay. For as long as I sleep at night, I can chat with some friends, and go to work Mondays thru Fridays from 9am to 6pm, I am willing to sacrifice the heat, traffic, and loads on the streets.

I am so excited. Hell excited.