Severe signs of unusual psychological defect crawl silently through the limbs of her grey area, igniting every nerve to secede—overburdened with regimented truths and lies. Instead of screaming for ceaseless sympathy, she would rather divulge the insanity of her conflagrated soul and extract every piece of anxiety through scribbling.
15 August, 2009
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it!!!
I can't think of any words to explain the excitement that I am feeling right now. (No, I don't feel any pressure right now). Though it is still in the call center industry and not with the media world, I am still happy that I was given a chance to work in the morning. Now I don't need to request for a "special" schedule adjustment on some friend get togethers. Now I don't need to sacrifice for not sleeping because I need to attend a friend's party. And, most especially, now I don't need to obliged myself to ignore the noise in the morning so I can sleep.
Aside from the change in dress code from "kahit ano attire" to smart casual, one of the biggest challenge that I have to face now that I am in the dayshift is the morning traffic, the load of people in the streets, and the travel time. However, that is okay. For as long as I sleep at night, I can chat with some friends, and go to work Mondays thru Fridays from 9am to 6pm, I am willing to sacrifice the heat, traffic, and loads on the streets.
I am so excited. Hell excited.
11 August, 2009
The Pain Switching Careers
However, as things turned upside down, fate driven me in a totally different path. I am now in the call center industry, maybe because of the money that I cannot opt to leave this industry, or maybe because of fear – fear of not having anyone to trust me, fear of repeating all my preposterous mistakes, and fear of not being loved again.
Instead of just continuing what I have already started, I am obliged to start from scratch. And I have no choice.
08 August, 2009
asylum of unknown dilemma
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07 August, 2009
E-books and Virus
My phone was contaminated with the unknown, extraordinary, and extremely annoying species called virus. It suddenly slows every minute of my excitement as I flip from every page of a well-known novel about a heroic vampire who fell in love with a mortal. I jumped up one level higher in the technical world; I now read e-books.
Will give you an update soon on how I perceive these reading materials. Just hope that my phone can still survive until the last page turned.
05 August, 2009
Distorted Maze
where all shattered plans are
nothing but stagnant...
it obviously brags the
crucial stage. no direction,
full of plans. weighless enthusiasm
emancipated from within --- pure intentions
of just beginnings.
the crumpled air stops me
from breathing...snap!
loop-ended directions.
nowhere to go...
sea of moss --- it reminds
me of something, in
a world where no one seems to go...
scattered pieces of
solemnity---
yes, i am lost!